I would swim through the sea,
I would float through the air,
I would burn in the fire,
I would walk on the Earth.
Not anymore.
Now I stand here, at the Edge of Nothing, thinking,
Wondering,
How did this get so complicated so fast?
How did this happen?
I stand here, in the dark, looking,
Searching,
For a light, escape from it all that does not exist.
This is the path I have chosen,
My friends walk along side me, guide me,
But I am now more confused and afraid than ever.
Nothing is clear.
All is invisible.
As a cascade of darkness pours down, blocking out all light,
Happines is gone.
I feel empty,
Alone,
Afraid,
Here, on The Edge of Nothing.
I take a step back, but feel reality slipping beneath my feet.
I turn and run everywhere,
Nowhere.
My head is spinning.
My heart is racing.
Suddenly I trip break down and weep, head in hands.
I let the tears flow.
I feel so lost.
I look up to seek help.....comfort.
And I see you.
For a moment, time stops, and darkness shatters.
But a moment, and one only.
You whisper somthing soft, and stand to try and reach you,
But reality slips again and you fade away,
Taking the light with you.
I can't stand this constant torment anymore!
It's so confusing, I don't know what to do anymore!
I want to scream!,
Cry out!,
How everything is tearing me apart from the inside out!
I need you, but you won't stay.
It's just so hard and you don't understand,
But somtimes I just need a shoulder to cry on.
Instead my emotions are sealed inside my soul.
Sometimes I feel as if they are all going to burst out at once!
Happines, joy.
Sorrow, anger.
Hatred Terror Fear!
It's all there.
It's all here, inside me.
But I am here, on The Edge of Nothing......